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Its 2 am in the morning. im sitting in front of my laptop in a fancy dress with smokey eye makeup and my hair gathered up in a bun and decided i should finally write again, about recent events. lets start with the neares first and lets see how far i get. so yesterday/today (tomorrow starts after you have slept) I went to a ball. I had the usual trainign today. we did some rumba improv, to get the "feel" and become more self confident and more present, so that we loose to be afraid of doing things becuase they might possibly looks stupid, learn to touch the partner and of course to be sexy. after the training i was about to go t stuttgart to have some food wiht jürgen, when micha, a close friend of the formation puled his car to the sde of the road we were alking on and asked the simple question: feel like some food? so we ended up having asian (thai ad chinese) in ludwigsburg.
Micha often plans his evenign with people from the formation. dance and movie evenings are frequent. so as I had nothing planned i enquired his possible occupations. he stammered somehting about drinking in stuttgat of a movie and alcohl at his place, so i told him id think abt it, apart from needing to explain it to my parents.
2 hours later the call: " what are ur evening plans?" "ermmmm...nothing yet?" "im going to a ball. I have one ticket, care to come?" "hell yeah!"
so i ended up at a ball with micha, his mom and some friends of his mom. the cool things about balls are that age deosnt matter. you can really mix under 20 and over 60 and its ok. even if you dance a rated R version of rumba, its ok. yeah and thats what we did. we used some formation techniques we had practised earier to do some improv. very nice! dancing is somewhat like acting. you are yourself but at the smae time oyou dive int a bigger better show version of yourself. even though you normally are good friends with your dancepartner, and only that, you all the sudden flirt like hell, nad go back to normal after the music has stopped. i think it belongs to it, to play wiht partner, yourself and your movements and the possible audience.

so what else have i been up to since my las communication?
I started single dancing wth jürgen. or at least tired it out.lets see how that will work out. its lots of fun even though i havent dacned enough with him yet to feel secure.
I visited jürgen in his "home" town heidelberg. a beautiful place which is serious competition to london for the colest place to study in.
I did a night shift with my mum, being in the OP until 1 am, seeing 3 operations and then sleep.
and last but not least i did another henna tattoo on my hand yesterday. I was in a fight with m paresnts and needed occupation to distract me, so henna was what came to my mind. so now half of my left plam is decorated with a darkbrown line design. I got it off the internet very pretty.

but now i need to go to sleep. its 0222 already and i have training tomorrow. hence good night.